So she finally made up her mind and left me.
At first I was hurt...then pissed...then enraged...then scared...
And today, I finally decided to get over her, the third day, and break all my mirrors to escape my pain.
I feel much better.
You could say my Daroga helped me very much by telling me there will be times for others to love.
SO sure, Erik will always love Christine...but he gets over it. Sure he will return to her grave with a token, but he moved on...he remained her angel...but not romantically.
She's going to have to face her own decisions...and I will protect her when she wants me to.
I feel fresh and new.